14 April 2010

Rain and My feelings

It’s been raining for quite a spell now. But like most people I know, I’m loving it. I don’t exactly know what about the rain that I really like. I’m sure it’s not the science or the technicalities behind it nor the possible dangers it brings along. None of that. It’s a couple of other things. It’s probably the clear pool of water a heavy downpour leaves in its wake in flower pots or hollowed portions of the ground after the stirred up soil and mud have settled at the bottom. Its neither the gloominess,the dullness it brings after its stopped raining, Or the sense of newness and freshness that leaves of trees and plants invoke after a drizzle. the dew drops on the tender leaves..A few drops that fell on my cheek dripping down to my lips as I brushed my lips with my tongue..It could also be the cascading of rainwater on windowpanes that harks at the sentimental in me - like it does to broken hearted people in movies - or the steady pattering on rooftops that lulls me to reverie.
I wish it would rain again tonight. It has such a calming and soothing effect on me. Whatever I'm thinking or feeling gradually dissolves all through my body. And the smell. Soooo intoxicating. The "Earth's Scent" is what I lovingly call rain. I feel a relation between my emotions and rain :-) deep relation !













Tonight I really could use some rain. I hurt sooo bad but my screams must not be heard. My soul is gasping for anything to hold on to. Is anyone out there? I'm slowly becoming a gradient and fading into the background. Would anyone even notice if I disappear?

Rain Rain come Along-Random thoughts !

Wow Wondering why is it that it only rains in the evening and goes on to rain all thru the night in Bangalore.The heat this year was sooo unbearable.Though better than the other cities in India it seems as though weather had taken an oath to drain out sweat from everyone including few lazy ones like me..but wow i'm soooo delighted with the sudden change in weather today though quite unexpected ! Its hailing stones -can you believe i'm collecting few and eating them too :P.

Morning I made few potato papads looking at the scorching sunlight but utterly disappointed since it didn't dry up completely..but thats ok this was needed(Rain).Have been seeing parents struggle for water day in and out.I don't understand why be in such a posh area when you don;t even get regular drinking water? :-( BBMP has been at its worst.Electricity a daily problem our tenants suffer big time :P though we are spared becoz of inverter.Poor gals down there cant charge their lappys :P but as the song goes ....Alll izzz welll...Am happy (Dil idiot hai pyar se usko samjhana)