wounded heart

many of us has had a moment/experience where we've felt heart was breaking... Independent of boy/girl relationships.... i've been having a series of bad days where i could physically feel my heart hurting, it is just crazy and bad and hurtful, unexpected, and disorientating all at once. it was so overwhelming, came seemingly out of nowhere, and just made me break down and cry uncontrollably.....
i know this has to do with past experiences of mine and being overwhelmed by too many recent events, but just wondering if anyone else too has experienced something similar to this?Am i too good to the world?orthe world is too bad for me....i need ....

Hmmm..Random thoughts at my Mom's place of yester days

Lovely monsoons down south..a romantic and a cozy morning, a wistful desire to return in thought.
*Thoughts still bind me to the land of velvety carpet of brilliant green and sloping sunbaked roofs.
* Lazy moments at home,call of my Amma, a cup of hot coffee by the window panes...
*Morning ragas sung by my grandma.the chirping of tree squirrels
*the music on the radio..classical carnatic music thats soothing..
*Kids running around the house
*Still in love with the pale afternoon sunlight and thick rain clouds behind them and the rains throughout the night.
*Smell of wet earth.
*Gusty winds blowing the gulmohar flowers off the trees,rains lashing our windows.
*Its too diffcult to set my mind on anything else,but i ought to ..
*Am i crying?,Yeah,a drop or two in the eyes,let me wipe it unknowingly..
*Have loads to share with you all,
*Do wait for me while I drag myself from my Romantic thoughts.